little bit of remix.

It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want.

finally a day to rest.
i wanted to go out so badly but i dare not. FML.
i had never enjoyed work so much so i wish that i’m actually working today!
can’t believe sunday’s gonna be my last day at hilton. ):
my colleagues are really nice people and i know i’ll miss them all for sure.
they say you can’t get the best of both sides.
i’m not be expecting myself to enjoy taka as much as hilton.

i must stop being lazy and start attending school.
had planned out my schedule for the month of nov and dec.
hopefully everything will fall into place like i want it to.
i want to spend more time with babyboy and make time for my girls.
intercruises training is next week. eggcitingggg, yes/no?

this weekend’s gonna be funnnnnnnn altho’ they all consist of working for the first 9hrs!
FRIDAY: RUAN MIAN MIAN’S BIG DAY AT ZOUK! (:
SATURDAY: HALLOWEEN NIGHT W/ MY HENRYPOO! (:
SUNDAY: MEETING LEE LIHUI! (:

can’t wait for baby to ORD lorzxzxzx! my bodyguard.
i really wish i can be more independent and so baby wouldn’t have to waste midnight cabfares after sending me home every now and then.

can’t wait to get myself a macbook too!!! my dumb lappy is pissing the shit outta me!

update with visuals another time!

MULBERRY.

i’ve only attended 1 hour of school this week. damn zai
been travelling to and fro town for interviews for the past 2 days.
i was devastated after my first interview with club21.
i thought no one is going to hire me coz of my dumb time-table.
but they called the next day and…hehehe i’m 1 of the lucky 10 candidates who got the job and was posted to a boutique which i’m quite happy about it! (:

i’ll be starting work tmrw at hilton hotel. (:
gonna pray hard that the staff are really NICE. i know what kind of customers i’ll be facing majority of the time. i’m selling bags that i can never afford now or ever! LOL
very excited for the staff discount for other brands tho’. HEHEHE
i also heard that my uniform is a calvin klein suit. (:
that’s all for me to be excited about tmrw…and maybe i get to see celebz too.

finally met up with ervina lee and lee jiaying after 2 weeks which seems so long. (: gossips and gossipsssssssss…
ervina said i’ve grew chubbier. ); ); );

okay i’m fucking late for meeting H.
after today, i shall say hi to my monotonous lifestyle from tmrw onwards. ):

Bulletproof.

I H8 SKOL & I ALWAYS DO.
my timetable suck and i couldn’t be bothered with it anymore. i’ll work this sem ! not gonna waste my time bumming around during my free time. TIME=MONEY(!) life in nyp’s gonna be so different now. sighhhh where’s my erwinalee!!! ): thank god i’m in the group as ying2.

the weather’s crazy. it’s so fucking hot and humid! and the worst thing is that i can’t switch on the air-con tonight coz my room still fucking smell of nippon paint! FUCKKKK! it’s been 2 days and still lingering in my room. GRRRR but hehhh i should be happy coz i finally painted my wardrobe white hehehehe! can save all the trouble and most imptly $$$$! yaymy room furnitures are all white now hehehe! oh my lord i should have done that like years ago if i know it could be painted.. tsk! my sis say when i reach a age, i wouldn’t be bothered to decorate my room anymore. hmmmm but i’m never sick of ikea. (:

my holidays seemed so fucking short. i haven’t got a chance to play my sims3. i only played like less than 5 times since i brought it in june?! DAMN. my 7weeks of holidays just melted off the calender like that!?! ):

week 1-2: IMH posting
week 3: CGH posting
week 4: genting, +++
week 5: parties +++ ,lihui’s&kelly’s day
week 6: bangcock, +++
last week of my holiday:
mon to wed- bummed around at home, read gold diggers,awesome book! making my own pasta for dinner..etc.
thurs- ikea with mommy! (:
fri- town, caught (500)days of summer. twas a good film, i love the soundtracks!
sat: assembled 80% of the ikea stuffs myself, painted my wardrobe, zouk with henry & his pals.
sun: serangoon garden with henry which i lost my self-control. eat so fucking muchhhh. ):
today: caught THE HURT LOCKERS + cheap thrills.

i think all the movies i’ve watched this month were pretty good. not much of disappointments except for darah which was total crap.
cloudy with a chance of meatballs- henry watched twice
darah- there’s better gore movies out there..
funny people: yay quite nice.
(500) days of summer: very nice!
the hurt locker:not bad at all! those typical boys will likeeee.

alright gtg read abit of my gold diggers then sleep. byeeee!

OHMYGOD! I’M DONE WITH ALL THE UPLOADINGZ! THAT’S LIKE 4 FOLDERS IN TOTAL!?! HOW AWESOMEEEEXZXZZ!!! just when i’m about to give up my fujitsu, it’s trying to prove me wrong or what ah! but still, macbook is constantly on my mind!….hehehe

it’s three am-ish going four. i haven’t been sleeping late this whole damn holiday!!! don’t count weekendzzz!.. hahahaha ok goodnight people!!

My dream is to fly, above the rainbow so high.

OMG i can’t believe photobucket is uploading my pictures THIS fast!
oh boy, she’s being such a good bitch tonight. HAHAHAHA

yay new visuals coming on your way. (:
phuture, genting, lihui’s bday, kelly’s bday…and so on.
the 2 major and super big folders which i owed the girls for super long are almost doneeee. (:
bkk’s done coz it’s super little! ):

i’m feeling FUCKING ravenous at this moment and idk why i’m torturing myself. hahahaha

from a gel eyeliner to a pencil eyeliner to a lipstick to a lipgloss -_-

chubby face took in the cab otw to chinatown.

chinatown.

very big bowl of sharks fin!

cod fish! my faveeeee! i can have them everyday!!!!

bird nest!

my supper consists of tomyum goong, phad thai and green curry. i’m serious. ):

bak ku teh?

tuktuk is actually very bad for skin. cover your face with DUSTS only.

buffet @ baiyoke sky level 79? forgot the restaurant name alr.

very random pictures.

beef salad?

no nice mangoes to eat this time round ):

that’s all !

 

i’m starting to love my new hair color which look a lil lian-ish.
but ever since i dyed it, it looked even more damaged than before.
sighhh nothing could bring my healthy hair back to life. HAHAHA
been doing this brazil nut hair mask, which smells like ‘gong tao’, religiously on every alternate days. hope it helpzzzzz. i’m desperate for healthy looking hair!!!!! ):

yay it’s doneeee! blog another day. girls go grab from hoshbigday!

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I LOVE FASHIONTV!

HAPPY 17TH MONTHS PPBOY!
I love you deep deep, long time, always & forever.
Here’s to lucky number 17, and many many more to come. (:

pp is coming over in a bit for currrrry!

bang cock cock!

BANGCOCK was fabulous! virgin ride on the tuk tuk was eggggciting! seafood @ chinatown was cheap & delicious! no more tormentingly body massage for me! foot reflexology was rejuvenating! suan lum night market was a lil’ disappointing this time. brought many tees there for PP as more M>F nice stuffzzz. spent all i have in platinum!(: don’t know why i spent on naraya goods. learnt an impt lesson- not to leave my stuff lying all around in the hotel room! fuck that house keeper who tried on my cosmetics!!!! i knew it the moment i saw my newly brought mac gel eyeliner had this fucking obvious marking right in the middle of the tin! sigh, i think she had tried on everything in my cosmetic pouch since applying eyeliner wasn’t that easy at all!!! wanted so much to lodge a complain but i don’t have any proof! rahhhh! D; fuck baiyoke sky & their house keepers!!! don’t really bother snapping pictures as everything there were almost the same as before.

i was super duper down on sun when i realised the leather of my marc jacobs bag was peeling offffff. ): greaaaattt it’s only 2 months old! what’s with the 一分钱一分货!(typo, no!?)

i’m fucking broke now! i think i’d need to:
a)rely on pp for all 3 meals during the weekends.
b)eat cheapo food when i’m outz.
c)find some joy staying at home.

****need to get myself a PT job asap! i want to repay my mama! she has spent too much on me and i felt so bad… i think i’ve grown up! LOL

very hungreeeehhh now. i eat like 4-5 meals a day last week and no need to mention about these few days in bangcock. neeeeed to go on serious DIET before i become a fat bombbbzzzzz.

my favouritesttttttt buy!!!!

GREEN IS THE NEW BLACK.

can’t stop admiring my newly painted green nails! heeheee

off to town. kaybyez!

i don’t want to be the one making all the noise.

accidents on wednesday @Rebel: bruises on face X2, bruises on arms X4
they’re nothing as compared to this…..

my fave ring from swarovski!!!! fucking sad x1000000!!!!

sigh. i’ll blog more bout this another time.
lihui’s b’day celebration + kelly’s tonight!!! woooootz!!!

i’m still very disappointed in you.

29th Sept: HAPPY BIRD DAY, ANG WENJIE! 😀
30th Sept: HAPPY BIRD DAY, PEAR PEAR HAO! 😀
1st Oct: HAPPY CHILDREN’S DAY! 😀
2nd Oct: HAPPY BIRD DAY LILY HUI!, 😀 😀 😀
3rd Oct: HAPPY POO DAY! 😀
4th Oct: HAPPY BIRD DAY, KELLY SOH! 😀 😀
5th Oct: HAPPY SHOPPING @ BKK! 😀 X1000000